Make the bad dreams go away.
Keep the good ones here with me.
Make the monsters run and hide.
Leave the angels by my side.
Nightmares nightmares leave me be.
Someone please come set me free.
ill give you my secrets... by goddessXofXlust, literature
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ill give you my secrets...
i want to give you all my secrets,
listen because i wont repeat them twice.
i overdosed on pills a few years back,
and i couldnt stop from hurting myself last night.
i want to share with you my dark misfortunes,
but please do not look at me differently.
i tend to wake up with these spurs of depression,
and i hate to admit that it just happened recently.
i want to tell you all of my insanities,
the very things that make you regret being my friend.
i cant help but do these stupid and reckless things,
and that sometimes i desire for my life to end.
i want to share with you all of my sad stories,
especially the ones of the times i wa
Oh, I warned you all from the beginning,
the sign said 'please stay away'.
But, why are all of you so persistent?
What makes you want to stay?
I'm not the one you're looking for,
I'm just a destroyer of all things good.
I want you to listen now,
before I go and ruin all of you.
I'm just a girl that is too broken,
I'm just a person who doesn't ever learn.
I'm a mess half the time I'm alone,
and honestly, I don't think I can stop the hurt.
I'm a lot weaker than I appear,
I tend to fall more often than I should.
I idolize the idea of being beautiful,
and tear down myself like any fool.
And I don't want your pity,
I wish most of
no beauty is found here by goddessXofXlust, literature
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no beauty is found here
he loves to kiss my lips,
he loves to hold my hand.
and what he ever sees in me,
i just dont understand.
i hold a broken heart,
i carry within me dark memories.
i am so torn apart,
i dont know why he would want me.
he wants to always hold me,
and whisper sweet things in my ear.
he always calls me beautiful,
but no beauty is found here.
so, why does he try,
to give me all this attention?
i dont deserve his love,
i dont deserve his affections.
thoughts of forever by goddessXofXlust, literature
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thoughts of forever
dont go and underestimate me,
when i say i know i can fly.
just watch me spread these wings,
ill be jumping off the next cliff into an open sky.
and when you watch those cloudy days,
turn from long days to dark nights.
i know your heart will miss me,
and you will be wishing i was back in your life.
but dont worry my darling,
my free spirit will be back in awhile.
and before we both know it,
we will be wearing our old smiles.
and we will dance once again,
beneath familiar glow-in-the- dark stars.
spinning in dizzying circles,
just loving being in the others arms.
and soon we will be crashing and falling,
beneath
i want to keep her alive by goddessXofXlust, literature
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i want to keep her alive
im kinda wondering why her smile disappeared,
she used to hold a gleam that i held so dear.
and when i see her sitting by herself,
i kinda wish she would ask for someone to help.
but she ignores the little notes i leave on her desk,
and she pretends to not see the looks i try to pass.
and shes too busy trying to hold this blame,
and i hope once again shell be the same.
and she prefers to wear long sleeved sweaters,
maybe because they hide the scars better.
but they cant dry the tears on her cheeks,
and her pain is there for the world to see.
so how come she is dressed in despair?
that dark sadness isnt the color she sho
I'm a mess.
A whirlwind of destruction.
A freak that shouldn't exist.
I color outside the lines
and I draw on school desks.
I don't care if I say something I don't mean,
because later on, I'll let the guilt eat at my chest.
I never say anything right, my words never make sense.
But, I-I've grown to accept my mistakes,
because I"M A MESS.
I'm an artist.
A prodigy at writing my life in rhymes.
A love sick poet with dreams.
I draw pictures with words
and in one day I can create a masterpiece.
I open my heart out on paper,
in hopes someone can finally understand me.
But, I barely understand those scribbles from my own pen.
My th
but please dont say goodbye by goddessXofXlust, literature
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but please dont say goodbye
you told me to smile,
so i did and the seams came apart.
you figured out that ive been lying,
and that im still carrying a broken heart.
you thought you had fixed me,
but im an impossible mess.
cant you see that even when im happy,
i still get so depressed?
yet you kept on trying to hold me together,
and its just pointless to try so much.
you hoped that bandages and iloveyous would make it better,
but its not enough to fix the damage done.
so come on and tell me darling,
do you still love me if im broken?
its okay if you dont though,
its hard to want such a misfortune.
and leave if thats what you want,
go ahead and
stop treating me like a child by goddessXofXlust, literature
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stop treating me like a child
stop treating me like a child,
stop trying to hold my hand.
ive learned to cross dangerous roads,
like how i learned how to stand.
stop treating me like im too young,
stop trying to pick up my messes.
i think ive grown up enough to know,
that when i break something, i fix it.
stop treating me like i dont understand,
stop trying to protect me from any pain.
if i let myself fall for a heartbreaker,
at least ill learn from my mistakes.
stop treating me like a child,
and start letting me live my own life.
im strong enough to fight my own battles,
i dont always need you by my side.